[Hook]I'm addicted to this life styleI'm repenting for it right nowEven though I know I'ma do it againAm I wrong for living for right nowEven though I know I ain't living again?So who the fuck is watching over me?Man who the fuck is watching over me?!Nobody...[Verse 1]As a kid I wasn't lied to, shit I knew how the bills was paidNow here I stand, a grown manAnd it felt like it would never comeBut in all actuality it will never endUntil a nigga dead and gone, set in stoneMy grandpop still taking care of motherfuckersAnd he a bed of bonesShit we probably could leave it before the feds is onBut then the money, power and pussy come, that's what led us onThe wrong shit... just like my manGot a couple bitches and regular rotation that he roam withJust told me he couldn't wait for that iPhone 6Trying to keep up with the Joneses, and he homelessShit... a nigga out here living house to houseBut his pockets flat, they need mouth to mouthWill God forgive me with the sins I committed?For whatever I did, I'm repenting[Hook][Verse 2]I can hear 'em hissing, I can here 'em shakingYou gotta weatherize your friends for the insulationWhy hit the club now? I'm getting fixed for greatnessAnd that's why lately I ain't been showing no participationA nigga say he love me, it's right back at youNiggas don't really like me but act like they doWon't betray me in front of me, behind my back they doCouple niggas got love for me and hate the fact they doWith all this weight, feel like I'm working outThey used to get 'em through the airport, but they searching nowLook at all the lives that the task force is hurting nowCame up with a plan to stop a nigga, I'ma work it outCuz can't be out here living house to houseSee he ain't thinking of preparing for when they lock him outWill God forgive me for the sins I'm committing?For whatever I did, I'm repenting[Hook]