I've been trying to understand thingsFor what they are lately, butI just feel like this shit's a blessing and a curseAt the same time, you know?But lookNo where to hide, no need to run, put my life out in the open, it's all meTold my family: "You call me if you need it done, and you'll see it done"God gave me a million signs, I just needed one got a mic, I don't need a gunI got everyone saying I needed oneBut they don't know what I've been throughThey don't know what I'm going throughSeems like you gotta go through Hell & come back just so they notice youEverything they said I wouldn't be is whatI made them watch me grow intoThey telling me it's my time now, butI feel like this shit is overdue, but I stuck to itAny road block in the way, I'm-ma run through itPut my life and pain in a song, rolled a blunt to itLost a lot of friends to this shit, that's life manThey much to it, I drinked a bit, I smoked a bitI'm just trying to feel numb to itLet me tell you how it's going downWatch your backs, snakes all aroundCame up in this game like:"If they don't let me in, I'm-ma burn it down"Crazy how tables turning nowNo label, no record dealI've been learning how to do this shit on my ownYours Truly taking over that's the wordAround when I talk, niggaWhen I feel I'm going nowhereWhen the road is almost overWhere will you be?Will you still ride?Ride by my side or will you hide?When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, I won't let it break meWasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alrightGot a lot of people trying to take my lifeI've been grinding homie, day and nightWaking up, getting straight to workMaking shit happen, that's the way to lifeI ain't ever been the lazy typeLately, I haven't been the sameIt's like, I'm writing music trying to save a lifeBut my little homie; they just gave him lifeUsed to wake up in my mom's house, roaches onThe groundFunny how I'm now on the way, nigga's hoppingI'm-ma drownFuck a white dress, and wedding ringHad to move on to better thingsI thought she was my everything, turned out not to be Anything, and that's realBut none of this really mean shit without familyI'm just tryna spread love dawg, fuck a grammyCause even if I put my soul out on that stageAll these motherfuckers still would never understand meBut I wish I spoke to my pops moreEven if he can't come around, manI really wish we just talked moreThis music shit; it's all I gotTell me what the fuck would I stop for?I won't stop 'till I'm in your top 4'Bout to take it up to that top floorWhen I feel I'm going nowhereWhen the road is almost overWhere will you be?Will you still ride?Ride by my side or will you hide?When the world is getting colder and all the weight is on my shoulders, I won't let it break meWasting no time, focus my mind, I'll be alrightAnd there you have itWe all come from somewhereAnd we all got a startEveryone has a beginningAnd this is mineYours truly
