So I've been slipping in and out of that static snowBlaming the black or the gray or the whiteWhatever was dancing in front of my eyes at the timeAnd I finally disappeared between the linesI've been drowned out by the digital whineAnd I'm alone with that indifferent silenceI wasted my life trying to hideI'm a broken down limousine, babyI was hoping for some help with thatI spent twenty years on the side of the roadWatching the cars passSometimes I'd wake up to new breath in my bedA beautiful girl to fill my headBreathing, "Baby, give up, don't leaveQuit running from those wordsOh, they've already been said."And it's like fighting sleepI always loseAnd an ocean up rises upAround our roomAnd when I finally drown in itI won't have an excuseCuz I lock the doors from the insideOh, I lock the doors from the insideSo my eyes, my eyesMy eyes will drift belowBelow sea levelWhen she asks, when she asks"Don't you love me?Don't you love me anymore?"Well, I don't, I don't, I don'tI never loved anyoneMaybe I never loved anyoneMaybe I just needed to so badThat I thought I didMaybe I never loved anyoneMaybe I never loved anyoneMaybe I just needed to so bad, so badThat I thought I didWell, I thought I didWell, I thought I didWell, I thought I didI was so sure I didI was so sure I didAnd I end up back on the side of the roadWaiting for my heartbeat to sink into the asphaltAnd reaching out into the trafficIt's a sad excuse for romanceAnd I don't stopBut I'm gonna stopWell, I'm trying to stopI mean, goddamnI keep breaking my armsI oughta be more carefulCuz there are things that don't ever, ever healSo when the morning comes this timeI wake up on my ownAnd I swear I don't mindI'm not afraid to be aloneBut I'm stuck under the sheetsLike they're made of leadI'm still stuck under the sheetsLike they're made of leadAnd now that fear is crawling back into bedYeah, now that fear is crawling back into bedI say, "Darling, that fear has crawled its way back into our bed,"But she's gone now, but she's gone nowBut she's gone now, but she's gone nowSo it's just meSo it's just meSo it's just meSo it's just meSo I scream, "Baby, I'm wrong, I'm wrongI'm wrong, I've been wrong."But I've known I was right all alongI never believed in those love songsBut I wanted toOh God, I still want toBut this is it, this is it, I'm doneSo pleaseDon't help me out of this holeThis hole I've dug into my stomachI haven't been taking my pillsI keep trying to forget that it's thereBut I know, but I know, but I know that it isBut I know, but I know it's thereAnd it's my own fucking faultSo I'm done pretending that some love can fix itThere is nothing, no one, no love that can fix itSo I'm doneNow I'm doneSo I'm done, so I'm done, so I'm done, now I'm doneSo there's nothing, no one, no love that can fix itThere's nothing, no one, no love that can fix itAnd baby, if you can't fix itThen I'm doneNow, I'm done
