[Verse 1]I could've been more indignantYou were drunk when we did itGuess I thought I'd feel olderIf I just got it over withStuck in some costumeEighteen year old full moonThink I already loved youI should've known better[Refrain]But how could I? Mhm[Verse 2]Don't know what to believe inScared that I didn't mean itScared you'll end up on speed dialOr end up in SilverlakePraying you’ll or take meSay I've been thinking latelyPretty sure that you hate meAnd you'll laugh it off[Refrain]And say how could I? Mhm[Verse 3]Tell me what feels the most brokenIs it your heart or your ego?You can say it out loudGet out in thе openI heard you've been smokingScarеd to death and still hopingThat I'll come to my sensesLet down my defenses[Refrain]But how could I? Mhm[Outro]How could I? MhmHow could I? Mhm
