Ashtin Larold

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[Intro: Ashtin Larold]

Yeah

My whole fucking life's been crazy lately

Like, looking back, I don't even know how the fuck I got here



[Verse 1: Ashtin Larold]

Half-smoked cigarette, half-drank beer

See my half-dressed reflection, in this half-cracked mirror

Hindsight's 10/10, see the past half clear

Having half-ass sex, bumpin' Atmosphere

I'm halfway to forty, half a quarter-life crisis

Cracker-ass rapper in bed half-lifeless

Halfway certain this is what i wanna do

Half I don't know, maybe i should find something new

I'm, half-driven by this vision that consumes me

Holding half back by the fear of this new me

Ashtin, who's he?

Feelin' like there's two "me"s

Which one is the man with the fans and the groupies?

Who's the dude always on your girl's phone?

Who's the dude travelling around doing shows?

Trick question

It doesn't really matter whoever the fuck I am

I was born to be a rapper



[Hook: Ashtin Larold]

Is the glass half full?

Is the glass half empty?

Maybe this is God trynna test me

Been a while since I thought about repenting

Is the glass half full?

Is the glass half empty?

I only like my sins if they're deadly

Lust, pride, greed, never envy

I love it when the Devil try to tempt me

Is the glass half full?

Is the glass half empty?



[Bridge: Ashtin Larold Lina]

He can't be happy until you're-

He can't be happy until you're-

He can't be happy until you're happy with yourself

But who the fuck am I?

He can't be happy until you're-

He can't be happy until you're

He can't be happy until you're happy with yourself

But I don't know



[Verse 2: Ashtin Larold]

Blurred vision's got the whole world spinning

I try not to think about the way I've been living

All the drinking and the party and the women

But it's like I'm addicted to deplorable decisions

Maybe I'll meet a girl, maybe meet a few

I just hope I don't regret it like I did with you

Sleeping around is something I've been known to do

It makes me feel like I'm human or something closer to

But emotionally numb's how I try to be

I just repress all the feelings deep inside of me

Don't need somebody to grow older and die with me

I'm just looking for somebody to spend the night with me

I'm aware that this life will be the death of me

But a normal fucking life just wasn't meant for me

One man's insane is another man's serenity

So when I die, tell the Devil to ready hell for me