Before I Jump Lyrics

[Verse: BZZY]

Before I Jump, I've got to let the truth live

'Cause I've gotten to the point where lies are useless

I tell my story knowing somebody can use this

I'm trying to bring clarity to confusion

I'm sorry momma, ya' baby boy wasn't innocent

I was in this shit, I was hittin' licks

And to my unborns, I wish I stuck around to say I loved ya'll

That's what this songs for

And to my baby momma's, baby momma's father

I'm sorry for all the hurt I gave to your daughter

I'm sorry karma took advantage of your kindness

I had to look in the mirror to see inside it

I had to go through depression so I could write it

It's hard to deal with the pressure when you in silence

It's easy to lie to you in the light

It's harder to lie to me in the dark

The stardom did something to my heart

The energy was different in the start

Where did I loose myself?

If my tux wasn't designer, I would shoot myself

But death by a pistol is not a sight

Before I Jump I want to see the lights

If heaven's real then we live twice and we die once

So, let me get this right

What a view from the 54th floor

Champagne poured to forget the pain stored

Grammys in New York, I just won my first award

I would slit my wrist but my suit is Tom Ford

Hold on

Let me bask in this moment

54th floor, I could feel the curtains blowing

The hurt is showing

Can't let them know it

I hope you get this letter in the morning

This that Kurt Co feeling

Robin Williams

I'm tired of playing victim

That's why I'm on this balcony reminiscing

Views from the 54th floor

I turned my life into my vision board

I did it all

What more?

Good Luck

I love you all