This is a product of rage and mental captivityThis is for my fucking old boysWhy can’t I feel inside(Why can’t I feel inside)Only the dermis hurts(Only the dermis hurtsI can’t get enough of this withered wreck of a man I’m trying my best for you but you only exist in my dreams (and nightmares)So fuck me up and over like you always do(Like you always fucking do)I can’t tell what’s real everything so foreignBut you always justify those same pathetic actionsBlinding us allBlinding us allI’m waiting for your fallGive in you won’t get up again(Never)You only play a a game you know you’ll win(You fucking cheater)Don’t open your eyes if you’re too afraid to see the bridges burning underneath your fucking feetYou motherfucking cowardI need to break freeMy twisted reality choking meI refuse to be your pet I’m not something you ownOld boys always fucking die aloneOld boys always fucking die alone
