This is a product of rage and mental captivity
This is for my fucking old boys
Why can’t I feel inside
(Why can’t I feel inside)
Only the dermis hurts
(Only the dermis hurts
I can’t get enough of this withered wreck of a man I’m trying my best for you but you only exist in my dreams (and nightmares)
So fuck me up and over like you always do
(Like you always fucking do)
I can’t tell what’s real everything so foreign
But you always justify those same pathetic actions
Blinding us all
Blinding us all
I’m waiting for your fall
Give in you won’t get up again
(Never)
You only play a a game you know you’ll win
(You fucking cheater)
Don’t open your eyes if you’re too afraid to see the bridges burning underneath your fucking feet
You motherfucking coward
I need to break free
My twisted reality choking me
I refuse to be your pet I’m not something you own
Old boys always fucking die alone
Old boys always fucking die alone
