The world is cold as a winterAnd people gonna get up under your skin like a splinterI got a whole lot of issues that are unresolvedI went 2 weeks without seeing nobody, just my dogHis name is Blao, he's the closest thing to a childI may ever have, I'm selfish as hell, why lieToo self absorbed of relationships, still I tryFrom time to time to find me one for my lifeAnd my patterns are hard for a decent woman toRespect or accept, so whores I keep em' comin throughIn the bed with a babbling bitch that loves meAnd she bad it's just some about it's uglyAfter we finish, I hate when she try to touch meIt ain't her fault, that's just meI slowly weigh down, but I ain't perfect thoughRelapse is a record that I done heard beforeAnd I'm no Marshall Mathers, I'm talking Andy MathisI'm talking deadly habits, it's so sad and tragicThe world is cold as a winterAnd people gonna get up under your skin like a splinterI know I'm a sinnerBut all I can do is pray, god just take the pain awayCause I'm cold as the winterAnd life done got up under my skin like a splinterI know I'm a winnerBut all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith todayI tried my best to be so good to some folksThe same people showed me betrayal up closeThe flip side of that coin is I've been negligentWith a lot of my real friends I never meantTo let a day turn into a month and then a yearWithout speaking to you, I know that it appearsI just forgot about y'all but really in truthI forgot about me too, this iglooI built around myself it's so frigidAnd it ain't melting away, I don't dig itI know life is gone, I'm gon' miss itIt's like it never was here, if you don't live itI think about the past and get so lividWhat the fuck was you thinking, I don't get itYou so capable, personality magneticLife could have been so good if you had let itThe world is cold as a winterAnd people gonna get up under your skin like a splinterI know I'm a sinnerBut all I can do is pray, god just take the pain awayCause I'm cold as the winterAnd life done got up under my skin like a splinterI know I'm a winnerBut all I can do is pray, don't let me lose my faith todayI may not be the shit to you but where I come fromThem people love Bub, therefor I must justStay faithful, the lord got his hands on meAnd you don't hate me, you just don't understand, homieThere from humble beginnings I saw limitlessPossibility, fear was my only nemesisAlong the way I forfeited my innocenceBut that is ok, thank you lordFor all the pain, the afflictionIt's like a mirror in my face that I need to seeAll my loss, my addictionShowed me something that I really needed to know about meIt's like a shape to me, you're more than meKilling this heart is controlling meThough I'm out of control, you still order meFolding me up inside your hands and the words don't comeThe world is cold as a winterAnd people gonna get up under your skin like a splinterI know I'm a sinnerBut all I can do is pray, god just take the pain awayCause I'm cold as the winterAnd life done got up under my skin like a splinterI know I'm a winnerBut all I can do is pray, let me make it through the dayLet me make it through the day
