Ceschi

Calluses Lyrics



[Ceschi]

Well it's been long enough now, that I can laugh about

it

Without tear jerks, or suicidal notes

And although life's changed, my feet won't stop movin

And calluses just continue to cover my whole being

I thought I loved you then, I know I love you now

And I won't forget a single second of the time we spent

Furthermore, I'll never be able to just replace you

But taking your photos from out of my wallet

and wallowing in my own sorrow for hours what a fucking

joke

Another half truth

Dripping out of the mouth of an idiot that still cares

for you

As much as the first day that he met you and as much as

he regrets it

Tell you he'd stop rapping in the third person if he

could only smell you

Well you, could've {?} unravelled the truth about how

you fell but umm

I should've focused my energy obviously on someone

else-ah

Who would've listened to every word that you could

possibly utter

A father a publicist even an optimist some of them said

to be truthful

Because I missed the, moments were thinking was

optional

Total bliss love, as the tentacles dig deep into our

cell bodies

And then some, when we became one

There wasn't a single force in the world that could

shake us



Do doo-doo, doo-doo-doo {*3X*}

Doo-doo-doo doo doo doo



Well now I'm dead sure, that I was dead on

That we should be together 'til death and then some

That you was drop dead beautiful I'm never dead wrong

The rest'll be dead and gone and there'll be no dreaded

song

I just beheaded the long, with you between my temples

Fingerpainting fictional flowers throughout my mental

Overpowered but gentle, sweeter than sour tempered

Just fiending for an hour when we can be back together

This evil convenience, is easier than love

In fact, most everything is easier than love

It's whack, but I guess the tempered human being

deserves it

For being born with mortal sin, all torn up in

stomachs and aching bones, I know that you can never

just

stomach these aching tomes disguises as achey poems

But it's the only way I'll come to grips with what went

wrong

It's the only way I'll clear my throat of these dead

frogs

And it's embarassing sometimes I know

But I hope that the sinners realize that this pain

stems from growth



Do doo-doo, doo-doo-doo {*3X*}

Doo-doo-doo doo doo doo



Well here's that third verse that I usually cut from

songs

And maybe it's a symbol of me finally moving on

Or maybe it just means that I never want to let go

Or possibly it's signifying the loss of self-control

And a last effort attempt to reach what's missing from

my soul

Where those few visible words that won't even graze her

earlobes

But I give it a shot - though, and rock slow enough

So she can know his breath just not, for the rhymes to

say

He's trying too hard, he's making it tough

I hope she knows I give a fuck

More than head penises and pussies and Hollywood sluts

I'm sorry for not giving up, I'm sorry for caring too

much

I'm sorry for giving apologies so many times that I'm

stuck in a rut

I wish that this could be the last time that I said

love

Cause sometimes wishes come true, so now this song is

done..



[repeat to fade]

Do doo-doo, doo-doo-doo {*3X*}

Doo-doo-doo doo doo doo