No Helping Lyrics

Without the help of anyone I'm all alone with a lonely image

Without what we become that's one more chance that all I ask but none to give

Live your life as only you can

What I want is not important

You should go on without me

I'm an anchor with the power to speak

And I'm a good talker obsessed with your happiness

Should I admit to being a mess?

You are now that nightmare person that I wake up every night screaming

Feeling that God I'm at a crucial loss for words

And that early banging on my window is lost for a moment in a blur

In a prayer I swear not to let this

So I check my progress

But every answer that I discover tests my human logic

There's too much to handle I'm swinging an emotion machine

If it's not the past then it's the future

And I've never met the present until now

And it's unraveled in this apartment

Started that torture session other than I was ready

Steady aim

And take me under

Into the dark water of your field

And without you I'm just myself

When I look at it

It's just one half of that diamond duo

See your absence has taken it's toll

On what I consider true

I'm reformed by empty rooms

Just to see the street lamps view

Every second is counted

Just trying to keep myself busy

Walking downtown in a blizzard

Trying to freeze away the misery

And nothing is too mysterious

So I know there's more clues to be located

And all my options have been melted by the sun for the snows entertainment

I'm an artist now but I'm starving for my lost lovers touch

And I'm a disfunctioning human who lost that mighty power rust



See this bed is made of concrete

That's funny it isn't mine

But I don't remember it up

But it tells a story of how I'm blood red

And the moment I'm more myself it tells informative spells

Where the memory is wealth

Try to get my water with a broken rope

That's hanging over the well

You can never touch the sky

If your partners afraid of heights

You should never raise your voice if you're no good at winning fights

This material is priceless with friends and family

But worthless to corporate marketing

My energy is love for the attack that I'm encountering

Tonight was a big moment

That I've lived in my dreams a thousand times

Opened the front door in a panic with no one by my side

See the corner is empty it's too painful in the end

And how come I'm 23 years old and already wonder when it going to end

Sadly enough we've just begun

And I can't help but find a way

But she hopes we find each other and guilt is her puppeteer

Near the end of the rope and I see a cliff

And I wonder if I'll slow down

Everyone around me is nervous that the second time will make me drown

I'll connect the dots just for fun

See where our troubles begun

You'll find yourself in an empty house

At 3am feeling the need to write

Traveling won't keep me awake

Cause it's what's here that makes me stay

I'm not the mystic sarcastic rapper that puts on nightly plays

I went to limits of being kind, always losing, Not this time!

The world is different today

I took my glasses off just to see the light

And if they can only see what I see then no one would lose sight of understanding

It's that kind of language of respect that wins the wars for human expanding

Forget the cliche rants about genders that never have a point

I want to make some headway by rebuilding all your broken toys

Why does commitment keep me homeless

THIS TIME IT'S REAL I LOST EVERYTHING

Soul mates are born in the heat of the moment

I'm in love with the way the sirens sing

Too much to be sacrificed for a little bit of reason

And it's too late to come back from the past

Waiting is never justified

No more restrictions

No more normalsy

No more rhyming words out of thin air

From now on we set the record straight

(NEVER)

Forgetting ever to compare



No more concentrated efforts

For writing now, it's like my therapy

Twisted back with a pen

All balanced psychology

Every obnoxious gull song

I stand by their meaning

And every double meaning word was worth it

I don't regret retreating

And every single decision we made was worth it

Redecorating your walls

Every screaming psycho breakdown was worth it

Reinventing the crawl

Back to square one no choice but to get a replacement smile

So get used to this trusty listener

Welcome to my new lifestyle

Cause I brought this upon myself

And there are no more victims here

But all I use is this ammunition

For my no secrets career



No secrets career