Sentinel Lyrics

[Verse 1: GOWE]

I'm patiently breathing - painting on papers the ceiling

Paced to traces of reason tasted like freedom on weekends

I can't get enough of the month of thats close to december

Cause the longer i linger - closer to the hurt i remember

I wish we had the chance to talk more but now i've grown

To understand the purpose of life ignited from

Offshore conversations with my grandaddy - visions of bombings

Without the proper surroundings bodies laying i vomit

And with the changing of topics i could see the logic of saving

Anything that comes my way - ain't no room to run away

In a safe guarded zone - ain't no labor to underplay

Just a couple expensive cars and a dream that we gave away

And so I try to live where my reason is like a mirror

The times i make it clearer my Jesus i need You nearer

In a moment i could leave, please, freeze and I'm frozen

In just a motion this is over like a wave in the ocean no coastin



[Hook: GOWE]

In a safe guarded zone - ain't no labor to underplay

Just a couple expensive cars and a dream that we gave away



[Verse 2: GOWE]

I feel the scissors its coming closer to crazily to cut me

Dressed in a tinted mercedes bated with 'baby you're lovely'

Forget the matching purse and the person you want to be

A better life you'll never see - in these streets you'll never flee

Never think about leaving believing in my gentlemen

They'll grab you by the abdomen and stomp you like an elephant

And drag you by the hair - where - throw you like skeletons

And in a minute i will drug you with medicine

Dont you ever think about leaving - nobody cares

If they did they would save you but you're kissing in here

If i could tell you whats been running through my mind

As an adolescent intelligent beautiful girl designed

Love is non existent - my body has been a weapon

Laced with m80 machine guns that'll fire the second

And in a moment i could die cry holding to prayer

I know He hears me so i'm holding Him near - here

[Hook: GOWE]

If i could tell you whats been running through my mind

As an adolescent intelligent beautiful girl designed

[Verse 3: GOWE]

You said you love me so baby come on and just hold me tighter

Without the flashing of lighters blasting we crashing like fighters

What happened to the love and the way that our bodies touch

Everytime our shoulders brushed you could never get enough

And now its nothing cause them other girls are wanting your attention

I feel the tension when i think about the damage

We're bringing upon the bandage thats holding our hearts in balance

And every single massage is like a knife that just landed - enough!

I told myself the pain wasn't real…

Now the razor blades are cutting and im feeling the steel

And while the blood is dripping down im just thinking about the night

While we laid there in the light and my body was feeling tight

You told me just to trust you and that we would get married

And now the times are kinda scary - and my heart is feeling buried

Tried to tell myself that this moment is just emotional

Broken its hard to focus and potions I'd rather overdose..



[Hook: GOWE]

Tried to tell myself that this moment is just emotional 
broken its hard to focus and potions I'd rather overdose..