It's just another dayIn a mind of insaneDeath is creeping in againStorms of hail and rainCan I hold on another dayIn the mind that's full of rage?Feels like I'm losing grip on the existence that is my BANE...My reality is slippingMy hands on the gun and gripping!!Depression blankets entombs and threatens my existance!!So many times I've lost my mindHeld on too much but not this time!!My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!!Fuck you all, that try to talkYour sense to me, I don't belongJust leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!Your sympathy don't mean shit to meSo fuck this life I'm sharpening!!The blade that is conduit to my end!!One foot in the gutterOne foot in graveOne foot for revengeOne for being betrayedOne foot for denialOne foot for lost faithOne foot in the gutterOne foot in the GRAVEThe rope around my neck is grippingThe stool under feet is slippingTo purge me of the pressure and the hell that's been my life!To many times, I lost my sightI've chose to this battle but refuse to fightTodays my day of reckoning, so let the fuse igniteFuck you all, that try to talk!!Your sense to me, I don't belong!!Just leave me be, this dead mans on the ledge!!Your sympathy don't mean shit to meSo fuck this life I'm sharpeningThe blade that is conduit to my end!!One foot in the gutterOne foot in graveOne foot for revengeOne for being betrayedOne foot for denialOne foot for lost faithOne foot in the gutterOne foot in graveI look that final stepAt last without regretThis gift I wouldn't sellMy heaven is your hellEverything is darkEverything is lightAngels fly to heavenAs demons fall to nightThis darkness that I caressBlows warm air upon my neckAs I embrace my deathNo more panic and no distressThis life cannot be savedThis life is lost todayI had one foot in the gutterNow both are in the grave...!
