[Verse 1]Two sides to each knife in my backFive stages, skipped one and went madFuck dark, what you did was pitch blackI was already hopelessMy pain was first thing on your listGot scabs from red flags that I missedBandaged, the wounds haven't closed yetYou sent me to my lowest[Pre-Chorus]Now I'm slowly healingIt's all I ever asked forSlowly healing[Chorus]You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtainsBuried all my feelings, you only saw the surfaceI'm slowly healing from the girl I adored[Post-Chorus](Slowly healing) From the shit I endured(Slowly hеaling) It's all I ever asked for[Verse 2]Nеver thought you'd make the list of my friends who passedLost another part of me, happened way too fastDamn, I wish that I could trust like I did in the pastNow the damage is done, and I'm broken in halfAll the questions that I had seemed to answer themselvesMy suspicions came to life, who's the crazy one now?Tried to burn me with the gaslight, blow that shit outI'm still reeling from the last night[Pre-Chorus]Now I'm slowly healingIt's all I ever asked forSlowly healing[Chorus]You never cared to know me, I hid behind the curtainsBuried all my feelings, you only saw the surfaceI'm slowly healing from the girl I adored[Post-Chorus](Slowly healing), from the shit I endured(Slowly healing), it's all I ever asked for(Slowly healing), from the shit I endured(Slowly healing), from the girl I adore