Felt like there was no escapingSome days felt suicidalI was scared I would never make itI got problems nigga, I got issues bitchI don't want to live no moreIm'ma let this pistol spitGive me a therapistThat know magic tricksPrescribe me something, nigga change my lifeI need happiness, sunshineDarkness that's all I seeI drank away my pain and popped a few pillsI can't wait to fallAsleepDamn I think death is calling meWake up and I'm still hereLike fuck I'm too scared to dieThese pills and this vodka making me feel weirdI don't hang around like I used toParanoid that Im'a lose herI'm scared of what my bitch thinkI know any day I might lose herToo unstable to raise a kidWhat the fuck holy shit!I just came to this realizationIts been nine months I just noticed itThis must be a nightmarePinch myself, somebody awake himI open my eyes and I wakeAnd I'm still right here in my grandmas basementNoooo!My gran'ma basement, yeah nigga my gran'ma basementMy gran'ma basement, yeah nigga my gran'ma basementSome days I felt so scared I wouldn't make itSome days I felt so scared I wouldn't make itYeah outta' my gran'ma basement, yeah nigga my gran'ma basementAt night I can't go to sleepI feel like someone's stabbing meInside of my fucking heartJust like clock work this pain grows graduallyActually I still have a little bit of hopeManeuvering the anguish and shit I wroteI ain't got patience the way I'm dopeGive a nigga one shot they like, no!Now its back to my grandmas basementWith all this anger and this frustrationStress can't be complacentThere he go again getting wastedPacing around his room so anxiousWish I had a space ship'bout to go ape-shitHow much more can a nigga like me take itBefore a mother fucker go and cave in ahhh!Fuck this rap shit, it ain't happening quick enoughMy homies say I shouldn't give it upBut honestly I don't give a fuckMy girl bitching 'bout cash niggaI'm strapped down to my last niggaMy baby hungry and need new clothesAnd I swear they grow so fast niggaThese nine to fives don't pay enoughI'm about to hit the bank and go spray it upI've got to get the fuck out this basementThese dreams and hopes ain't waiting upThis must be a nightmarePinch myself, somebody awake himI open my eyes and I wakeAnd I'm still right here in my grandmas basementNoooo!I'm on the edge, fucked up in the headI don't know who I am no mo'I lost faith in religionGod please give me just one anticdoteI plan to blowBut I panic so much these days I can't see straightWe can't relateCause I'm losing it and out of my rockerDon't know what to do with itThis music ain't lucrativePapa keep talkin that go back to schoolBitch you sounding so ludicrousStuck on that stupid shitI should be thankful while laying in the basementInstead of the pavementMy brain is just achingMy city they sleepingThey hatingBut fuck 'em I eat 'emI'm packing my shit up this eveningI can't turn backFuck thatShit, damn it I'm leavingGot to get out of here find my wayMy sanity's slippingIm'ma go crazyGot to make movesWhat's it goin' take meI'm stuck on my ownNo one saves meSo what you gonna do when there's no where to goAnd the world seems coldAnd the pain keep achingYou finally made itIt's your worst nightmare when you loseAnd you got to go back to the basementNoooo!
