[Hook]
It's just me contemplating in my basement
Voices in my head got me so impatient
It's gonna be a long night
Shawty told me that you gotta have some patience
Matter fact, on top of that I need some maintenance
I'm just tired of the struggle and the waiting
People not saying a word cuz they hating
It's like they jaded and I'm fading
[Verse 1]
Tryna play the hero but I want dinero
Tryna play the villain but I'm not willing
Stuck in the middle and I'm asking for forgiveness
I been moving like a addict and I'm too deep in it
I'm like a mannequin
I'm indifferent to what's happening
Circle smaller than a presidential cabinet
Standing on both feet, trying to proceed
Sink or swim, so I better get my floaties
No lifeguards where I'm at
And if you disappear they won't trace your tracks
You gotta face those facts, and try to keep it a stack
Cuz the world could be yours if you learn to adapt
I don't mean to be a nuisance or intrusive
But the way that I'm thinking it's exclusive
By myself cuz I only got me
Solo dolo cuz
[Hook]
It's just me contemplating in my basement
Voices in my head got me so impatient
It's gonna be a long night
Shawty told me that you gotta have some patience
Matter fact, on top of that I need some maintenance
I'm just tired of the struggle and the waiting
People not saying a word cuz they hating
It's like they jaded and I'm fading
[Verse 2]
I never leave a trace
We could meet face to face
I can't pay no reparations on my Kenny and Elaine
In my city, you see evil, there's no exit, you not safe
So why the fuck you throwing all this shade on my name
Tis the season for some treason, and
Finna release some demons, and
I'm on the road, I'm on the go
Finna release the feeling and
I got no motives so I don't know what to pursue
Momma said that she hoping to see a change out of the blue
You don't know the truth, you don't know the vibe
Don't go outside, there's some evil through the night
I was in Dreamland with my wishes coming true
But I'm living Medieval so I got nothing to lose
Nightmares turning so lucid, Lucy got me in a trance and I'm losing
I see it vividly, it's a bittersweet symphony
Don't take this life for granted if you really listening
