[Intro](I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)(Grab that pen, this my note if I die)(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)(Got my family down, just incase if I die)(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)[Verse 1]Yeah, this my note if I dieThink I tried to write this song three hundred seventy timesI could never say this, but I think, I think (Think I think)For a reason that's so much bigger than me, yeahI know you be down and depressedOld life in a messWanna die? Fear of life?Yessir, I feel that shitYessir, I feel that wayDon't know why life is grayI got it all, least they say, got it all, least they sayBut they don't see my problems trapped in the mirrorScary, but for some reason feel my endin' is near (Yeah)My past keep gettin' blurry, but it's all come to clearThe things I tell you go right in and then right out of your ears[Chorus]Listen to me, I need help (I need help)Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)Look around, is anybody else here? (Yeah)Look around, is anybody else here?Listen to me, I need help (I need help)Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)Look around, is anybody else here?Look around, is anybody else here?[Bridge](I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)(Grab that pen, this my note if I die)(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)(Got my family down, just incase if I die)(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)(Is anybody else here?)(Is anybody else here?)[Verse 2]Yeah, pray to God some more, got me thinkin' lessReligion in my blood, check my DNA (Check that)I make love long before I say, "I do"Family tell me it ain't rightBeen like, "This ain't nothing new"What I do is what I doTryna become happy by the time I'm twenty-two (Twenty-two)You can hate my actions but admire how I doI'ma-I'ma keep it blunt, always keep it real with youThe things inside my head be depression and doubtKinda funny how I mask my depression with cloutSelf-esteem in the dirt, check my follower countI'll be empty by the end of the night, by the end of the night[Chorus]Listen to me, I need help (I need help)Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)Look around, is anybody else here?Look around, is anybody else here?Listen to me, I need help (I need help)Listen to me, I can't do this by myself (By myself)Look around, is anybody else here?Look around, is anybody else here?[Outro](I ain't really trippin' if you wanna go)(I know I made you cry last year when I was on the road)(I meant it when I said it, you can always hit my phone)(213-267-9932, girl you know-ow-ow)
