Overdose (Suicide Note) Lyrics

This pain inside of me is so pure that its hard to ignore

I start to suffocate myself to block out all of my thoughts

I'm waking up to medication fall asleep to medication

Just cant seem to stop my concentration (SHUT UP)

Fuck it, I'm sick of myself,

All the bullshit keeps on following me

And swallowing me, right after the lobotomy,

There's nothing left inside of me

I'm just fucking hiding me and trying to numb the pain

Pill after pill after pill everyday

Blowing all my money, so I can liquefy my liver

Blazing up the weed, even though I don't smoke

Trying sleep but I cant sleep so back to medication

I don't even know if I want to live or die,

Laying on the floor feeling like I want to fly

So I can see my dad for the very first time

Would he even want to see me? just because I'm that guy

I want to overdose, its just so easy to die

I want to get outside of me, and realy feel alive