Unsteady Lyrics

I'll stay sober when I come home this October, and I'll

break the windows and let the chill put us to sleep. But

if I were to stay for a while, I'd reprise the same

condescending style; I should go, I should go if I'm gone

already. Give me the chance and I agree, I let it take

over me, and we're both so tired of this pacifying. Give

me the week and I'll be leaving; I'll be waiting for

things to calm down. You just want me to say I'm afraid

to commit to anything. But I'm not ready to say that yet.

I'm unsteady, I guess I'm drunk already, but this could

be the call that finally hangs me outside to dry. I'm so

nervous, I guess I got drunk on purpose, but if I've done

nothing wrong, then why are we already screaming?