[Chorus]I fell out with my homie, I lost my baby girlShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boyShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boy, my baby boyLord knows that I'm lonely, I never say a wordI'm tryna act like I'm happy, I'm tryna fake itI'm goin' through changesYou better know where you aimin'You better know where you came inYou better know where I came fromSometimes I hate that I'm famousBut I'm in love with this paper[Verse 1]I'm pushin' violence, but really I just need a hugI wanna feel wanted, not taken advantage ofLike, seriously, I'm wonderin', is there no love for a thug?Do anybody got a soft spot for a menacе?I know I met her at the club 'causе I put my heart in itI've been lookin' for a way out this world that I'm givenI had a serious conversation with my dog L.O.E. ShimmyHe said, "It's impossible to catch thirty bodies in a month"The streets done changed, shit ain't the same the way we do our killin'And dude hate me, I don't even glitch, just say, "Just smoke a blunt"I told Shimmy I can't tell, I think we goin' to hell anywaysI turned a demon just recent and you was what I should just face it, ayyI ain't the person I'm put out to beThe streets done changed me, it's too late, done got too far from meThe fake love soured me, it chewed me up, spit me out, devoured meI'm fucked up[Chorus]I fell out with my homie, I lost my baby girlShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boyShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boy, my baby boyLord knows that I'm lonely, I never say a wordI'm tryna act like I'm happy, I'm tryna fake itI'm goin' through changesYou better know where you aimin'You better know where you came inYou better know where I came fromSometimes I hate that I'm famousBut I'm in love with this paper[Verse 2]Lookin' back on love, the only thing make life worth livin'I don't wanna do no more of this shit without you, MickeyI know you happy now, am I selfish for wantin' you to miss me?Why must I always gotta walk around fuckin' shit up?Am I only tryna distract you now 'cause you in love?Confuse you and misuse you just like I always doneYou became a strong Black woman, and me, I'm still a chumpTellin' these lil' bitches anything to let me fuckBeen payin' attention to everything, wish it was usWouldn't be surprised, I see a wedding ring in a couple monthsTry to snap my fingers and you ain't come runnin' the way you used to jumpAnd then you told me you was havin' a baby, I'm like, "Hold on, what?Is it too late to get rid of? I mean, congratulations, loveI know you gon' be the best mother to your son"We watched each other grow up, you hate how I'm always in some junkRolled every time, rolled every bid, rolled every single oneYou say you just don't know what it is, must be voodoo or somethin''Cause it always be some shit, no matter how good I doneAnd now I just bought a whole strip mall, know where I'm fromAnd now they sayin' they found fentanyl in my cupCrackers tryna set me up, niggas tryna wet me upMy dog been on a whackin' spree, his mama died from vaccineMy other dogs, they hatin', like he don't remember, I was skied up, black teeI told 'em if I was dead broke flat like he is, I'd still be hoppin' out that backseat, like[Chorus]I fell out with my homie, I lost my baby girlShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boyShit got crazy, we found out about my baby boy, my baby boyLord knows that I'm lonely, I never say a wordI'm tryna act like I'm happy, I'm tryna fake itI'm goin' through changesYou better know where you aimin'You better know where you came inYou better know where I came fromSometimes I hate that I'm famousBut I'm in love with this paper
