It all started yesterday, and now I can't think about nothingIs it real, I know this can't be heaven sentWish I could dream it all awayAnd now all I need is a drugThat can help me make it through another dayMaybe its just me it won't let me beAnd I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering meBut I'm saying(Why me?) I wanna know how it isTo see the sun shining even if it isn't(Why me?) I dont wanna know how it isTo hear me say it's all love when it isn't(Why me?) I wanna know how it feelsTo hear you laughing in my ear(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feelsIf you didn't cheerHow can he handle this... too many damagesHe hit the nail on the head but never knew right where the hammer wasDon't think so loud, don't let them hear you screamBaby it's even bigger than it seemsNow, now, now crazy is an act alikeGetting better in the after life or maybe notMaybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I'm a titanContinue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental stateAm I meant for this?The Christian Krizz just have to waitPictures getting clearer it ain't me in the mirrorSee its that other nigga only his egos biggerAnd he'll pull the tigger when I usually hesitateAnd he'll go on 'em when I'm steadly saying waitNow I'm just a shell of myselfI dont want anybodies helpMaybe I do maybe I do this for youThis is my own hellIs there a bottle some kind type posion that can end itA different god I can pray toSome type of doctor to fix itMaybe its just me it won't let me beAnd I'm to helpless, I guess(Why me?)I wanna know how it is to see the sun shining even if it isn't(Why me?)I dont wanna know how it is to hear me say it's all love when it isn't(Why me?)I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear(Why me?)I don't wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheerHow can he handle thisToo many damagesHe hit the nail on the head but never knew right where the hammer wasDon't think so loud, don't let them hear you screamBaby it's even bigger than it seemsHow big is the fight in meFrightfully fighting night to be dayI'm wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I sayExcuse me for thinking this way, I'm a little bit pessimisticThey sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'emSee my teary eyes through my Ray-BansTurning off the world and still looking for some amensThe girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they danceLook in the mirror wanna see meHere's their chance(Speaking)Hope you like what you seeOkayHope you like what you seeKali BabyOkay
