[Intro: BJ the Chicago Kid]Da-daDa-da-da, da[Chorus: BJ the Chicago Kid]Please forgive me if I mess upKnowing that you watch is so much pressureStill God I thank, I'll never let up (Let up)So every day when I see the sun come up, I'ma say, let's get itGet it done, every dayProvin' that I'm still Your sonIf You hear me and You're with meHeaven not too far, far as I can tellYou just gotta go through a little Hell[Verse 1: Lecrae]Ain't no prescription for my brokenness, no pills for hopelessnessI still pop them tryna cope with it, I cry from lonelinessDevil played his part and played me, I'm foolish, grew too lazyGod say, "Take heed lest you fall," but I'm such an October babyNeed you to hold me down (Down)World tryna slow me down (Down), know me nowKnow my vices, kryptonites, they entice me 'til I slowly drownNow I'm on holy groundCan't fight these battles alone, they after my homeThey after my mind, they after my timeYou said, "I'm an heir" they after the throneI thought I was running from demons, but maybe I'm running from me and my tether is roamin', running from clonesWe talking 'bout running the city, but most of us running from homeRunning from trauma and poverty, I hit the lottery, I thought they'd leave me aloneLook at me, richer than ever, but poor as a beggar when you look inside of my soulBroke the sacred rules and paid a lot of dues on my soul (Soul, soul, soul, soul, soul, soul)Almost lost my family, drank the Devil's juice on my soul (Soul, soul, soul, soul, soul, soul)Thought I was immune a superhuman, fool on my soul (Soul, soul, soul, soul, soul, soul)If I lose my life somehow, I still don't lose on my soul (Soul)[Chorus: BJ the Chicago Kid]Please forgive me if I mess upKnowing that you watch is so much pressureStill God I thank, I'll never let up (Let up)So every day when I see the sun come up, I'ma say, let's get itGet it done, every dayProvin' that I'm still Your sonIf You hear me and You're with meHeaven not too far, far as I can tellYou just gotta through a little Hell[Verse 2: Lecrae]Oh my God, how I beat the odds? How I beat the charge?Oh my God, how You make the moon? How You speak the stars?Oh my God, when they see my flaws, they gon' call me fraudI was lost, blinded by applause, now I know my callingSaid I admit it, I'm countin' the minutesThey comin' to get it, go tell 'em I'm with itThey killed the Messiah, they don't have no limitsSo what they gon' do to me? Give me my sentenceOr hit me with venom, I don't have opinionsAll I got is patience and a couple penniesI ain't independent, leanin' on the spiritI know we gon' win it, so go hang the pennantsI was in a mansion goin' out my mindHad the doctors on the lineWifey cryin', momma cryin', we'll be fine, know I'm lyin'I ain't wanna live, my babies need me liveCome too far to shut my eyesBut all this pain, I can't surviveBut God said "Hol' up, I got it, I do this" (Yeah, yeah)He lifted my head up then helped me get to itHe gave me the beauty for ashes, I blew it (Yeah, yeah)I thought I was ruined, He started renewin'I look at my life, I'm like, "What is You doin'?" (Yeah, yeah)He look at my life, He like, "Already knew it"And yet I still love you, I'm walking you through it (Yeah, yeah)Your actions are foolish but I know you human (Human, human)[Chorus: BJ the Chicago Kid]Please forgive me if I mess upKnowing that you watch is so much pressureStill God I thank, I'll never let up (Let up)So everyday when I see the sun come up, I'ma say, let's get itGet it done, every dayProvin' that I'm still Your sonIf You hear me and You're with meHeaven not too far, far as I can tellYou just gotta through a little Hell