Marcus Ariah

Confessions Lyrics

My problem with women is I been moving in disorderly fashion

I love em all but it be hard when I'm actin

Like I don't really care about em

I been told I got some morals I'm lacking

And I need therapy a fatherless bastard

My role models my niggas

It ain't efficient cause we all grew up backwards

We learn together we got similar tactics

To slay her then forget about her

Slinging dick already something we mastered

But it be wrong because she feeling it after

I wasn't raised in such a manner

All these women I came up in the crib with

Got a sister thinking she ain't gon' get shit

Remorseful of my thinking

Now she hate niggas cause I showed her ill shit

I can't help but thinking Marcus you did this

Focused on the wrong

Hurting women that I probably should build with

Know I'll hurt her if I fuck but I'll still hit

Texting me I'm falling off

And saying this ain't something she deal with

I just let her go cause I know I'm still missed



Bad perspective

But I be thinking that I'm mad respectful

Cause I don't hurt em physically

But I get it

Emotionally I could kill em

Cause knowing that they feeling mad rejected

Question my honor I'm a tad reflective

My carelessness could take me over

And I realize its a bad infection

My head ain't with her but she mad receptive

And I be mad regretful and then repeat

Cause I got mad collection

And I been told its cause my daddy left me

And no excuse for the no text and more stress

And missed call backs

Won't be surprised if I'm a blocked contact

I'm understanding of it

How could I be angry when its my fault that

You hurting now and you ain't really off that

Finding coping mechanisms while we separate

Learning how to be dolo

I wanna call her

Like I need me a polo

But yet I'm knowing I'll be selfish if I do it

Eat my cake and still hold it

I rap about it to get weight off my shoulders

I gotta get over myself

Three dots

I write a text and delete it

Cause I be worried bout how you about to see me

A cowardly nigga that can't even come talk too much

To someone he needed

I seen me shine a little then I got greedy

And God's ways be so funny

I be out and I be thinking I'm sneaky

When on the real I'm just community D

See I got grudges held against me

Cause I do em and I get off too easy

You seeing through me

And I know you could read me

I know you could read me