Nexilva

Nadir Lyrics







Twenty-two short years

The smallest grain of sand

Without my arms to comfort

Without the help of my outstretched loving hand



Facing the current

Accepting the pain

Tears tearing at my skin

Not the same

Pieces of what's left

Remembering your name

The light's no longer akin



I return to your home

Nervously we approached an empty shell

Dreading the sight of her sadness

No words seem right for comfort

Wake me from all this madness



Unforgettable times of togetherness

Knowing that we could just be ourselves in this bliss

I slowly open the door



My palms sweat and my abandoned stomach churns

Everything is alien to everyone

I slowly open the door



Pictures of you cycling through my head

Like an unstoppable carousel

Yearning for a final goodbye



How should I feel?

Where should I go?

I don't belong but

This is my fucking home!



Reduced to a comic box

Lifeless

Nothing but numbness and this pain in my chest

That just will not rest



Pictures of you cycling through my head

Like an unstoppable carousel

For a final goodbye

Makes it harder just to let you go



I walk the earth for you

Searching high and low

Just to find any remnants of you

In denial push against the flow



I cannot cease these dreams

Of what could have been

I can't stop the machine



Travelling

Witnessing

We are one



There is a peaceful silence

The flicker of a burning candle

And even with all that is lost

I don't feel alone in a building of disbelief

The sickness feels all too much for me



Can I save your dreams



How should I feel

Where should I go

Like a mountain of emptiness

Never set in stone