Disappear Lyrics

[Verse 1]

I should have seen this from the start

I should have always been on my own

Now it's perfectly clear I never should have stayed here

I should have just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart

Has made me realize I am torn

Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn



[Verse 2]

And now I sit here in the dark

In a city that is not my own

There's a roof over me

And four walls to keep me away from me cold

The disappointment in myself

Is more than you'll ever know

And more than I show

And it's perfectly clear

I shouldn't be here

I should just disappear



[Chorus]

I should have seen this from the start

I should have always been on my own

Now it's perfectly clear I should have never stayed here

Should have just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart

Made me realize I am torn

Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn

Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn

Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn



[Bridge]

Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away

I deserve what's coming to me

Take me and bury me up to my neck and walk away

I deserve what's coming to me

I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved



[Outro]

I should have seen this from the start

I should have always been on my own

You've made it perfectly clear

I shouldn't be here

Now I'll just disappear