Well I married Caroline
back in May of '99
It was fucked up at the time
but I figured we'd keep tryin'Her brother and her dad
They were spittin' mad
when I packed up what I mad
and took off runnin', it was bad
It was mean, I didn't care
and it's gotten me nowhere
So I'm tryin' to be a better man
I turned left turns into right
I turned sunshine into night
I got my ass kicked every fight
No I couldn't get it rightI built castles out of sand
I didn't understand
why everything I planned
ran like whiskey off my hands
And my hands were never clean
Things I wished I'd never seen
I'd do anything to wake up
from this motherfuckin' dream
