[Verse 1]I never thought I'd be so meanI never thought I'd be alone at nineteenAll these thoughts are in my head again, head againAll these thoughts are running through my brain and out the doorRather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in painBut you can see all the things I'm going throughRather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in painBut you can see all the shit I'm going through[Pre-Chorus]No no no, no no no, I hide my pain insideNo no no, no no no, I bleed to feel aliveOh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead insideNo, no, no, makes it hard to survive[Verse 2]No, you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my painWe all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my painI'm looking for something moreSo take me away, from out the doorNow I'm looking for you outside to say, ay, ay[Pre-Chorus]No no, no no no, I hide my pain insideNo no, no no no, I bleed to feel aliveOh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead insideNo, no, no[Chorus]No, I can't take itAll of these memoriesI can't fake itI'm trying, but I am dyingI just want toOh, just be myselfI have tried to, but now I am someone else[Post-Chorus]No no, no no no, so please be kindNo no, no no no, I'm losing my mindNo no, no no no, I'm really not fineOh, I'm really not fine[Bridge]We live in an age where sex and whores are GodsWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawedWe live in an age where sex and whores are GodsWe live in an ageWe live in an ageWe live in an age where sex and whores are GodsWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawedWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawedAre flawed, no[Chorus]No, I can't take itAll of these memoriesI can't fake itI'm trying but I am dyingI just want toOh, just be myselfI have tried to, but now I am someone else
