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I Don't Feel Real Lyrics







[Intro]

(Because he can't fit the real world

Into his unreal idea of how it could be

He is so frustrated that he loses control of himself)



[Verse 1]

Tell the kids I'm okay

I'm thinking way too hard about you, you know

I keep count of the ways that I could end my life without this

I've tried, but I can't



[Pre-Chorus]

Do the things you do, say what I mean to

Think I'll be okay, sorry it falls on you

Now that you have gone I'll kick the Demerol

‘Cause me and myself, we don't get along



[Chorus]

So call it what it is, call it what it is

'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

And tell me why it is, tell me why it is

That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now



[Verse 2]

I am making friends from this hospital bed

So look, I'll be fine

You know John in 08?

He just got out today

So look up, I'll try

So you go



[Pre-Chorus]

And do the things you do, say what you mean to

Swear I'll be okay, sorry it falls on you

And now that you have gone

Cigarettes and Demerol

'Cause me and myself we don't get along



[Chorus]

So call it what it is, call it what it is

'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

And tell me why it is, tell me why it is

That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now



[Bridge]

Static goes through my brain

I'm thinking way too hard about this, aren't I?

(Face facts and accept life as it is)



[Chorus]

So call it what it is, call it what it is

'Cause I don't feel real, I don't feel real now

And tell me why it is, tell me why it is

That I don't feel real, I don't feel real now



[Outro]

And I don't feel real now

And I don't feel real now

And I don't feel real now

And I don't feel real now

(With help, **** can learn to control these emotions

And develop a more mature attitude)