Patterns of Decay

Llama Lobotomy Lyrics

Almost midnight and these walls seem to speak

Is it ghosts or am I finally breaking down?

Can't you see I'm not breathing?

Can't you feel my heart not beating?

Can't you see I'm not breathing?

Can't you feel my heart not beating?

Shock this system and resuscitate me

Never mind the lack of bleeding

There's nothing to keep it pumping

I'm not even a human being

I'm just repeating old routines

Automatic, just a machine

Flip the switch and let me dream

This has become my only release

OH!

You don't know

What I think of when I'm all alone

You don't know

The reasons that I shake at night

You don't know

The desolation rising in me

You don't know

That this life scares the shit out of me!

I let it out

I let it out

I let it out

Just to drown them out

"So take the pills,

It'll be better tomorrow"

At least that's what they say

Keep believing that lie

I've become such a wretch!

And now the morning creeps on in

Another day that just wont forget me