Dismal Lyrics

3 days and 4 nights awake

I don't know how much more I can take

As I lay astray, inside my head

Waiting for my last breath

I hope you know, I'm miserable

I've never, felt so cold

It's like breathing knives

It's just like swallowing nails



Breathing knives

Swallowing nails



Once again in love

With the feeling of

Being numb

Everything is fucked up

Can't overcome

The cravings for the poison

Now matter how much

There is never enough



I can't overcome

Cravings for the poison

No matter how much

There is never enough



4 days and 5 nights awake

I can't keep my thoughts straight

Can't measure the pressure, about to break

Take more what difference does it make



Need an escape

Take me away

I love the pain

Coursing through my veins

Don't hesitate

The longer you wait

The more time it takes

To forget everything



Brain dead

Wasted

Dismal

Lifeless



This is not who I am

This is not who I want to be



When I look in my eyes I see

Nothing looking back at me

All this time how did I not see

I manifested my misery



All I can do

Is rebuild the foundation

Abandoning my life

Is my only salvation

All I can do

Is rebuild the foundation

Abandoning my life

Is my only salvation



Brain dead

Wasted

Dismal

Lifeless