How can someone who wants to be lovedhate it when they're loved at all?Does guilt really feel that bad?Every time I take a breath, honeyI feel the weight fall back on meSomebody tell me it's not so badCollected thoughts drown in sleepI had forgotten what you mean to meI forgot a lot of thingsWhat happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?I see their eyelids movingWhat happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?Is this what I'm losing?But I feel, feelBut I feel something, oh it's better than nothingI've been sleeping in his bedI'm digging in my headHe pulls the cash from under the tableTake that breath and hold it inOh it's sidling in, he saysIt's not so badCollected thoughts drown in sleepI had forgotten what you mean to meI forgot a lot of thingsWhat happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?I see their eyelids movingWhat happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?Is this what I'm losing?But I feel, feelBut I feel something, oh it's better than nothingHow can someone who wants to be lovedhate it when they're loved at all?Does guilt really feel that bad?Every time I take a breath, honeyI feel the weight fall back on meSomebody tell me it's not so badCollected thoughts drown in sleepI had forgotten what you mean to meI forgot a lot of thingsWhat happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?I see their eyelids movingWhat happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?Is this what I'm losing?But I feel, feelBut I feel something, oh it's better than nothingI've been sleeping in his bedI'm digging in my headHe pulls the cash from under the tableTake that breath and hold it inOh it's sidling in, he saysIt's not so badCollected thoughts drown in sleepI had forgotten what you mean to meI forgot a lot of thingsWhat happens to the old girl, what happens to the boy?I see their eyelids movingWhat happens to the old boy, will he be destroyed?Is this what I'm losing?But I feel, feelBut I feel something, oh it's better than nothingThanks to aiisha
