It’s sad day.
Makes me wonder what else god got in my pathway.
While these N pick and choose, I make that shit clear.
Early morning, get the news, I just can’t sit here.
I’m on the way.
Gone today, but you was just here.
Today forever changed me, made me switch gears.
I’m praying to god, I need some strength here.
Never thought I’d see the day I’d face this fear.
Traumatized, tryna find the positives.
Crying next to ???, look what mama did.
It’s a different pain, I couldn’t bottle it.
How it happened out the blue I got a problem with.
Mama, watch me keep all of my promises.
Watch me show these N just what time it is.
These N ain’t built to feel this kind of shit.
Why it have be my momma while I’m tryna give?
This my therapy.
I’m out here talking to the air, I hope you hear me.
To lose you, my biggest fear, they ain’t scare me.
I’ll tell you what that pain will do. it’s unexplainable.
Ooo what I would say to you. Tell me which way to go, help me to take it slow, sing me your favorite song.
This shit I’m covered with, it’s forever never over with, I appreciate all of your condolences.
Never knew no pain like this though. X3
Damn
This shit hard but we gon get through it though
Hol up
And I swear it ain’t no love like a mother, I can never put nothing above her.
Wonder if you kinda seen this coming, can’t forget that call I got I say I stumbled.
No I never wish this pain on no other.
I’m lucky for my family and my brothers.
It would’ve been some shit to get through alone.
I’m staring, wishing momma will come through the phone.
I’m smoking, hurt deep, I’m in disbelief.
Consoling, my sister weak, she like sick as me.
I’m crying, Sobbing hard, I forget to breathe.
I’m trying, can’t accept it, was it cause of me?
Fuck what N talking bout, my momma gone.
I really feel like I just got the time and roll.
I’m hoping, praying, begging that you visit me
And I need you more than ever this shit killing me
This shit killing me X2
Worst pain I ever felt.
Momma, I miss you
Momma!
You did me with this one.
