I'm cold
I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyesBut every smile hides a bold-faced lie
It itches, it seethes
It festers and breathesMy heros are dead, they died in my headThin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again
Thoughts of me exemplifiedAll the little flaws I have deniedForget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficienciesI'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserveAll of this?
What the hellDid I
Do to deserve
All of this?
I save all the bullets from ignorant mindsYour insults get stuck in my teeth as they grindWay past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase
God what the fuck is wrong?
You act like you knew it all alongYour timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of you was
Something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (Boy)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (Boy)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (Bitch)
Gimme any reason why I'd need you
Gimme any reason why I'd need you (Bitch)
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I see you in me
I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever never knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
Why am I so fascinated by
Bigger pictures, better things?
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
What the hell
Did I
Do to deserve
All of this?
Fuck!