Hey I still recall the day the doctor told me that I was sickAnd my mind keeps going back it was a tripLook I was thinkin He ain't know the factsProbably cause my heart couldn't get a hold of thatHe said that I was terminal and that it spread quickAnd my whole body was infected I'm desperateMy minds racing at this point I wanna exitCause all His tests suggested I be dead quickBut honestly man I really shoulda seen the signsI was blind no I couldn't read in between the linesI was numb so I couldn't feel my fever climbBut my whole system was foul (fowl) like comedic linesNo way to treat it fineI staggered out like I was drinkin wineI wasn't even tryna think about of my plans for the evenin timeAll I could think was I was weak and dyinI was reminded of the life that I would leave behindAnd soI know it's headed for me soon and I'm terrifiedI'm afraid of what's coming and I'm scared to dieBut it ain't lookin good for me, now it ain't lookin good for meI know it's headed for me soon and I'm terrifiedI'm afraid of what's coming and I'm scared to dieBut it ain't lookin good for me, now it ain't lookin good for meNow I got home and it hit me in the worst wayI've been sick with this disease since my birthdayI was ridden with symptoms since my first dayHead to toe my whole system in the worst stateI was mentally I'll, I was futilely mindDarkened in my understanding was a student of crimeHavin eyes couldn't see cause I was truthfully blindHavin ears couldn't hear but couldn't do any signsThroat was an open grave, tongue used for the liesSnake venom under lips which I would use to divideHad chips on my shoulders was wounded asideBoth my lungs collapsed inhalin 2nd hand prideBelow the waist was just more of the sameFeet swift to shed blood or somethin more was to gainMan it's bad blood simply pourin through my veinsCan't ignore it anymore, ain't the story the same, I was in pain soI know it's headed for me soon and I'm terrifiedI'm afraid of what's coming and I'm scared to dieBut it ain't lookin good for me, now it ain't lookin good for meI know it's headed for me soon and I'm terrifiedI'm afraid of what's coming and I'm scared to dieBut it ain't lookin good for me, now it ain't lookin good for meMy whole life been exposed as darkMy disease had my deeds hittin off the markBut I had loved my illness even from the startLook everything was a symptom of my broken heartIt pumped corruption to every single part of meIt's pumped death and deception through arteriesMy direction was set to invest in reflect n deceptionThe? n my best n my death wasn't far from meCause I tried to beat the symptoms nowIt wouldn't matter cause my heart would keep me livin foulI was helpless and hopeless it's endin nowUnless I get a new heart well this is howI heard that there were others with the same plightBut there was One begotten Son who can save lifeAnd His heart was so perfect He gave lifeMy heart of stones been exchanged I've been changed right?I know it's headed for me soon and I'm terrifiedI'm afraid of what's coming and I'm scared to dieBut it ain't lookin good for me now it ain't lookin good for meI was told that God's standard is so high. My broken heart kept me frommeetin His standard, so I just kept fallin short over and over andoveragain. And there was really nothing I could do, it was not looking goodfor me. I guess my question for you is, since God's standard is perfectionand none of us meet it, how do you plan on getting by? I know how I do, andto be honest I ain't worried about a thang.
