Tyson Motsenbocker

Honest Lyrics

Said I'd walk to San Francisco

After everything was done

Thought the noise and moving busy

Kept my mind from really knowing what was gone

And when I finally saw it closing

All those miles across the bay

I was only standing closer to

The man I hoped to lose along the way

But If I'm being honest

But If I'm being honest

I would tell them



It's a children's book

It's a hospital gown

It's an aspen tree in the summer breeze

She saw, as waving hands

It's a watching chair

And a holy company

Like a sailing ship

Hard wrought in it

That will never again float upon the sea

I found that there's a humor

In an old and fond goodbye

As if the early passing was a door

That she could look through with a smile

So If I'm being honest

If I'm being honest

I would tell her



It's a pair of jeans

It's a rude awakening

It's a fine life lived in the privilege of standing there in the afterlight

It's a photograph

Folded in my wallet

To remind myself that what she left

Is only growing bigger over time