[Verse 1]This life of desolation, it's driving me insaneThese melancholy memories have scrambled up my brainThought I was in a tunnel, it turned out to be a tombWhere I'll spend my eternity while the rest of the world resumes[Chorus]I'm ashamed of what I used to beAnd I hate who I've becomeAnd I thought I had life figuredBut it's beaten me in like a drumThis life is gonna kill me, just wish it'd hurry upBecause I'm tired of trying to trick myself into thinking I'm enough[Verse 2]Feels like I'm always freezing, my head is set on fireYou can't accomplish nothing if you ain't got no desiresThere's no medicine for lonesome, at least none that I've heard ofIf you hate yourself then how can you expect to fall in love[Chorus]I'm ashamed of what I used to beAnd I hate who I've becomeAnd I thought I had life figuredBut it's beaten me in like a drumThis life is gonna kill me, just wish it'd hurry upBecause I'm tired of trying to trick myself into thinking I'm enough[Verse 3]No matter all the changesI'm still the same old foolI've tied the nooseBut I can't find the guts to kick the stool[Chorus]I'm ashamed of what I used to beAnd I hate who I've becomeAnd I thought I had life figuredBut it's beaten me in like a drumThis life is gonna kill me, just wish it'd hurry upBecause I'm tired of trying to trick myself into thinking I'm enoughYeah, I'm tired of trying to trick myself into thinking I'm enough
