Helpless

Helpless - Snowgoons Lyrics

[Verse 1:]

Woke up in the morning, wife's griping and bitching

There's no Similac for the baby, no lights where we're living

No food in the fridge, this the tightest position

I'm bout to lose my lid, get my sights on a victim

My way and type of living, this shit has to change

Shut the fuck up, I ain't fit to be a sperm donor snatch your chain

Fuck it, sell crack cocaine, I'm telling you motherfucker go rap for change

Alright, look I got your point, I want you to know

I'll be back in a couple hours, it's under control

I run out of the door straight feeling lost as fuck

What the hell am I gonna do? Steal an armored truck?

I walk and strut aimless as I fix me a plan

Then I bump into Damon selling sixty a gram

As I think sticking him up ain't the wittiest scam

My gun clicks blam now I got his chips in my hand



[Chorus: x2]

I feel selfish, think I'm gonna use my nine

I feel helpless, think I'm gonna lose my mind

Nobody else is here to help me stabilize

I feel helpless even when I pray to God



[Verse 2:]

Now I'm patting him down trying to get all he got

With no thought process of someone calling up SWAT

With no thought process that I'm on my own block

It's like no contest if I get caught up and locked

Stolen for gwap I need all the dough he had

As I'm searching through his jacket, what a police badge?

Now stop, no way man, he's a cop?

My knees just lock, I can't flee, I freeze in shock

My Reeboks won't budge though I want em to move

My mind saying to my body fuck run out your shoes

Punching my tool I hear the sirens getting closer

Why'd I decide to ride with my toaster?

Usually I'm cool and calm with my composure

Stupidly I lose my mind and say it's over, it's over

I take a breath, put my heater to my head

There's no escaping death



[Chorus x2]



[Verse 3:]

I sit down next to Damon, put my gun to my head

Thinking to myself all it takes is one and I'm dead

And the someone just said, "Stop, freeze, please don't do it! "

I look up, see cop cars and some DT Buicks

All I see is a sea of blue, a bunch of guns drawn

With a man in a stance, in his hands a bullhorn

"I'm Officer Crout, wait, let's talk this out."

I reply, "What the fuck is there to talk about? "

"There's plenty to talk about, it's not as bad as you think."

You don't know the hank man, you ain't my dad and my shrink

In a blink my anger shifts from me to them

He can see I won't feed into it and speak as friends

An evil grin comes to my face, his eyes shocked

Fuck it, why not? I'd rather lie inside a box

Take my nine, aim it at them as time just stops

It's not a suicide, man, but suicide by the cops



[Gunshots]