[Verse 1]What do you say at a party?When people wanna know how you startedAnd will you work for free on their projectNow I gotta tell them I'm chargingIt's hard to really come off as modestDidn't look away when you saw meI'm trying not to treat you like an objectBut I just wanna... on your bodyYeah[Chorus]At least I'm finally being honest with myselfAt least I'm finally being honest with myselfAt least I'm finally being honest with myselfAt least I'm finally being honest with myself[Verse 2]I think I'll stay at the partyShe ask me why I'm so guardedMy first relationship was cheated onAnd I know everyone's been cheated onBut that's my point (Jesus Christ, Derek)I know that's dark it's just a thought I wroteI hope you get it and don't read it wrongOr maybe sit there and you sing alongI promise I'm still trying toBe a, be a part of this worldLike a normal human beingAnd maybe say less depressing shit in our first conversation (sorry)I just got out a situation, cut the pills that I was takingYou know withdrawal's no vacation[Chorus][Bridge]Tell me it's okayTo feel this wayWe spend our daysTryna find some placeWe don't even know exists, ah shitThere goes our fade, yeahThere goes our..[Outro]Don't leave the party 'til it's overIn the morningDon't leave the party
