(VERSE 1)How do I believe?How will I succeed?When the future is becoming hopeless and me overdosing is the only option I seeDecreased by vicious disease, the easiest way out was seeming completeI see me screaming in the face of defeatSeeking tranquillity, give me peace, can I please be released?As I'm separated away from diseaseI was medicated, decaying, I'm weakTorn thinking I'm picking petals, they're all thornsI've been up and down always elevated away from a smileDescending forever into my own frownVolatile state of mind, someone please get me out(CHORUS) [Matt Gelsomino-Novelists]It's been way too longPutting up a fight inside that I know I can barely beatI've been pushed but I've pulled onAll of these strings in my heart, I know that they can't feel meTell me why I can't breatheIs it all a facade, is it all my dream?I've been fighting for far too long(VERSE 2)As I sat on the sun's saddle, my heart's pain rattled the leavesDirect into a hundred thousand degreesSkin is a repellent, internal I bleed, I concedeWalking towards my sanctuary, my ankles barely kept up with the travelThat my mind is set to carry the concoction of hope and pessimism it had me really worriedHad me either hoping to die or dying with hope in my heart; pick a sideLook inside this barrel of empty promises to find something keeping me aliveI feel my heart reply when I decide to tryTell me why a journey that seeks the strong sought out me but failed to thriveTell me why(CHORUS)
