Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the wayThought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt awayI was so in depression and all this pain was gon’ murder meI’m still standin’ bitch go tell the fuck niggas come murder meBorn and raised on the Eastside ho??? what the hell he goYoung dumb ass nigga doing stupid as shitWhat the fuck I knowMama like “boy better get it togheterHere, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bibleâ€In one ear and out the other that’s how she soundIn the back of my domeHit a half of pound in the back of her home“God damn boy what the fuck goin' onâ€I’m sorry mom, I ain’t built like thatBut I’m so stressed out and I feel so aloneGot a little girl, all the way broke as fuckAnd I still live in my grandma’s houseSo my girlfriend thinks I’m a loserBitch, I’m tryin’, God damn, what’s that about?Fuck it, I feel like givin’ upI cannot play the cards that God has dealtI feel like that’s enoughSo I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck upWhat don’t kill me make me strongerNow it’s time to get the fuck upKi-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder shitI wake up everyday like that’s the only thing my purpose isAll the pain I felt guess it was worth it bitchIt’s when a nigga makes it to the top, I deserve that shitI deserve that shit, I deserve that shitIf a hater loses his life, then he deserves that shitI deserve that shit, I deserve that shitWe deserve that shitWe’re so fuckin’ high, yup bitchWe deserve that shitAll I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shitAll I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shitAll I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shitAll I do is murder, murder, murderMurder, murder, murderI’ma kill everything in sightI was put here to murk your lifeI’ma rapin’ and murder micsI’m a demon that cursed tonightPut my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to writeThis is sport and decapitate motherfuckers the first to fightFirst to swing a sword at hoesLoan that rope, my heart so coldFuck, I gave like throw my soulsRap shit is like all I knowBeen patienly waitin’ to flow I feel like I can’t take anymoreI’m drowned in my misery, this despression is breakin’ me slowFuck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherfucker here hold me downI’ma show these clowns, where the fuck is my crownClick-click blah, I’ma blow these roundsGo so hard, we deserve that shitBack then I was so wothless bitchCan’t walk one fuckin’ mile in my shoesYour pussy ass niggas better suck my dickYeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflowI’m kickin’ down the door so what the fuck you think this mask forHope you dyin’ slow then come back a faggot’s assholeKato on the track, so niggas know I’m ‘bout to spaz ho
