Called my brother, yelling outI fell in love and then fell outAnd I don't know if I can take the hitI let a stranger in my bedI pretended you were himCause I needed to feel wantedI gotta oh, I gotta find another wayI'm learning to liveI'm trying to be betterI'm learning to giveBut I don't know if I'm a giverEvery day's another shotBut all I do is fuck it upScreaming cause I've got it too good to cryI put the medicine inside my headApologize for all the things I saidGirl it takes guts to just surviveI gotta oh, I gotta find another wayI'm learning to liveI'm trying to be betterI'm learning to giveBut I don't know if I'm a giverI got so much soul in my bodyBut no one keeping me honestAnd whole days turn into holes in my mindI got high hopes lots of potentialI'm high, broke, searching for symbolsAnd I will not let go of what is mine
