Thins are looking fine, maybe on the outside
The season's stirring me and I can't control my instincts
Emotions blocked out, I left you strung out, I struggle to be free
Gentle masquerade, and I can't control my actions
How did things wear down into such decay?
How do I express the way I feel today?
Feeling out of touch, striving to stay sane
How do I explain what I became today?
Running from myself, trying to forget, but regret will never leave me
Emotions blocked out
I left you strung out, I struggle to be free
Humanity's charade, and I can't control what's happening like I should
How did things wear down into such decay?
How do I express the way I feel today?
Feeling out of touch, striving to stay sane
How do I explain what I became today?
And I'm hiding from these rays, they're penetrating me
And I realize I can't' theorize your pain
Searching for the right words to convey
Time well bury choices I have made
Well I learn to live with my mistakes?
Or will I be stuck here, in complacency
In the wake of these neon lights
