I am in pain
I am the cursed oneLife isn't what it was meant to be
What I didn't ask for has now turned my way
Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong
Things I once believed in have now turned evilYet I pray, 'deliver me from evil'
But another spell pulled me awayWill suicide break the ring of curse
Or is there just another hell waiting out there
Will suicide break the ring of curse
Tomorrow I'll be gone, do don't look for meI am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind
My life took more than it gaveBetrayed and deceived I will now pass away
And with the gun in my hand, my questions
Are soon to be answeredWill suicide break the ring of curse...
Satan and God, the thought passes my mind
Heaven and hell, it's not up to me
But if the christians that I've seen
Represent the true God of heaven
Then it's not a place that I want to be
But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes
And help me now...Will suicide break the ring of curse
Tomorrow I'll be gone, then you'll be all alone
