The Things I Didn't Say • 2026
Untold Pain
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Lyrics of Untold Pain by Xania Monet
I learn how to smile through trauma
Before I learn how to heal
Learn how to say Im good
When nothing inside me was real
Some wounds dont come from enemies
They come from people you trust
Some prayers dont get answered
They just teach you how to hush
I′ve been disappointed by love
Confused by family
Betrayed by people who swore God sent them to me
I carried things I never caused
Blamed myself for other peoples scars
I asked God why he let me feel so much pain just to survive
I dont tell nobody
But heaven heard every scream
This that untold pain
The kind you dont post
The kind you cry through
Then pull yourself close
This that faith that dont feel safe
But still dont walk away
I question everything in me
But never turn from Gods face
This that untold pain
Still calling His name
Still kneeling with tears
Still trusting his plan
I prayed for peace
He gave me endurance
I prayed for healing
He gave me patience
I asked him to remove the hurt
He asked me to walk through it
I asked him to explain the lesson
He said just don't quit
I lost things I begged to keep
People I needed to stay
And everybody said God got you
But didnt know what they cost me to say
I watched people walk away untouched
Watched good people break
And I wondered if faith
Was just a beautiful mistake
But something in me kept believing
Even when belief hurt
Like maybe God was shaping me
For something I couldnt see first
Faith then confidence
Is choosing God while bleeding
This that untold pain
The prayers that went unanswered
The nights I felt abandoned
But still trusted his character
This that quiet faith
That dont feel strong
But still show up to God
Even when everything feels wrong
This that untold pain
That didnt steal my soul
I lost pieces of myself
But he never let me go
God, I didnt always understand you
Sometimes I felt like you were silent when I needed you loud
I felt punished for loving
Broken for trusting
Tired of being the strong one
But even when I was angry I still prayed
Even when I was numb
I still believed
I didnt walk away
Something told me you were closer than the pain
I learned faith aint shouting hallelujah
Sometimes its whispering help
Sometimes its crying on the floor
With nobody else
Sometimes faith is staying
When everything in you wants to leave
Sometimes its trusting God
When you dont trust anything you see
This that untold pain
I changed the way I pray
I dont ask for much now
I just ask him to stay
This that wounded faith
That still believes Hes good
Even when my life didn′t turn out like I thought it would
This that untold pain
I'm still covered by grace
I dont know why I survived
Or who held my place
I didnt lose my faith
I just learned that belief can hurt
And still be holy
Im still here
So God must not be done
